... F...
...one day, one day when i feel so much in love that i can not live without you, i'll let you go.
until then, be patient and stay in the shadows of my dreams...
(not Alanis,not REM, not Yannis,not Charles, not even mom,,this time it's just me)
Thursday, January 16, 2003
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Monday, January 13, 2003
Thursday, January 09, 2003
Wednesday, January 08, 2003
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
Precious Illusions
"you'll rescue me right? in the exact same way they never did..
I'll be happy right? when your healing powers kick in
you'll complete me right? then my life can finally begin
I'll be worthy right? only when you realize the gem I am?
but this won't work now the way it once did
and I won't keep it up even though I would love to
once I know who I'm not then I'll know who I am
but I know I won't keep on playing the victim
these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless
and parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends"
....I've spent so long firmly looking outside me
I've spent so much time living in survival mode....
(alanis morissette)
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thank you alanis!
"you'll rescue me right? in the exact same way they never did..
I'll be happy right? when your healing powers kick in
you'll complete me right? then my life can finally begin
I'll be worthy right? only when you realize the gem I am?
but this won't work now the way it once did
and I won't keep it up even though I would love to
once I know who I'm not then I'll know who I am
but I know I won't keep on playing the victim
these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless
and parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends"
....I've spent so long firmly looking outside me
I've spent so much time living in survival mode....
(alanis morissette)
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thank you alanis!
Monday, January 06, 2003
..take on me..
i opened my lyrics' folder to choose one, there were only emptiness in my mind.i clicked on this one unconscious.it just turned out to be what i needed at the moment.
Take On Me
We're talking away
I don't know what I'm to say
I'll say it anyway
Today's another day to find you
Shying away
Oh, I'll be coming for your love, OK?
Take on me
take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two
So needless to say
I'm odds and ends
But that's me stumbling away
Slowly learning that life is OK
Say after me
It's no better to be safe than sorry
Take on me
take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two
Oh, the things that you say
Is it life or just to play
my worries away
You're all the things I've got to remember
You're shying away
I'll be coming for you anyway
(A-Ha)
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...today's another day to find you...
i opened my lyrics' folder to choose one, there were only emptiness in my mind.i clicked on this one unconscious.it just turned out to be what i needed at the moment.
Take On Me
We're talking away
I don't know what I'm to say
I'll say it anyway
Today's another day to find you
Shying away
Oh, I'll be coming for your love, OK?
Take on me
take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two
So needless to say
I'm odds and ends
But that's me stumbling away
Slowly learning that life is OK
Say after me
It's no better to be safe than sorry
Take on me
take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two
Oh, the things that you say
Is it life or just to play
my worries away
You're all the things I've got to remember
You're shying away
I'll be coming for you anyway
(A-Ha)
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...today's another day to find you...